Well, well it is almost half way through August. Where did
summer go??!! The days are already noticeably shorter and kids are almost back
in school. And we have been crazy busy!!
Since I last blogged I have dramatically increased the
amount of dog training I have been doing. For anyone that didn’t know I am a
certified dog trainer. I obtained my certificate Sept 2010 but didn’t do much
with it at the beginning because of the wedding and then with all the upper body
surgeries I have gone through (thanks “C”) I haven’t been able to do much work
with dogs. In May – June (ish) I started to take on some clients – so much so
that I have backed off work at the clinic by 2 days a month. I love training
and problem solving and figuring out why dogs are acting the way they are and as
long as the owner does the work it is very rewarding.
We also have been doing tons of landscaping (mostly the
hubby) and hanging out with family and friends. Basically we have been swamped.
Anyways let’s get to the title of this blog…the information
I am about to share with you I knew last time I blogged however it had to sink
in for the person involved and she had to make some decisions. So unfortunately
we have had some pretty shitty news. Let’s start with a little back story – I may
have already shared this with you but just a quick refresh!
Because of my age when I was diagnosed (24 effing years
old), the doctors recommended I be tested for the BRCA mutation. This mutation
can give someone a huge increase in chance for a few cancers but mostly breast
(60 – 80% chance) and ovarian (50 – 70% chance). Only about 5% of breast cancers are related
to a mutation – think about that number….1 in 9 women will get breast cancer.
Only 5% are related. Pretty small chance that this was the reason I got breast
cancer considering that number and the fact that no family (perhaps a great
aunt back in the line) has ever had cancer – of any kind. There are a lot of
women in my family and we would have thought it would have reared its ugly head
if the mutation was floating around. So you can imagine how shocked and devastated
I was to find out that I did, in fact, carry a BRCA1 mutation. This gave me an
answer to the question – why me, but it made me so scared for the rest of my
family. First we had to find out what parent the mutation was coming from. Now
everyone thinks breast cancer is a woman thing – this is false. 1% of breast
cancers occur in men – these men usually care a mutation. So it could have been
either of my parents. And it was my Dad. He is the carrier (it comes from
somewhere above him) and he had 50% chance of giving it to his children. He has 3 children. Myself, my 17 year
old brother and 19 year old sister. Something else you probably don’t know is 6
months after my diagnoses my brother was diagnosed with testicular cancer. He
to (thankfully) is ok. But this leaves only 1 child untouched by this terrible
disease. And so starts my story…
My sister decided she wanted to find out if she carried this
mutation so she could make some decision about her future. She watched her 2 siblings go through the nasty, devastating treatment and decided she wanted to
find out if she was at a great risk. It breaks my heart that in April her results
came back, she is positive for the same mutation. My sister has a very high
chance of developing cancer. And no one knows when. All we know is I got it at
a unbelievable young age (most people with mutations still don’t develop it
until 40ish) and our brother got cancer. So after a few months of meeting with
surgeons, talking to me and the rest of her family that sometime probably
within the next year she will lose her breasts. She doesn’t want to wait to get
cancer but rather be pro-active and take her health in her hands. I can’t tell you
how much it hurts to know she has to go through this at 19 years old. Think of where
you were when you were 19. You weren’t getting ready to lose your boobs. It was an easy decision for me because I had
cancer, I wasn’t naive anymore, I knew it could happen to me. She is one of the
strongest women I know. At a young age like that making a decision that will
change her life forever but it will give her some peace. It sucks knowing you
have ticking time bombs on your chest.
So please keep her in your thoughts as she begins her
journey. It will be hard and emotional but she will live a long, healthy life
without being scared every 6 months for a test to look for cancer. I will be
there for her as much as I can and we will definitely bond over this shitty
gene we share. Love you sis.